two7zero3

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

lols....nth betta to do...so blog now...in between study mo xie and phy...and phy...confusing le...blur...but so much betta den mo xie...kns la... dunno why i dun like chi until liddat....hai...realli sia...i CMI...i rather study 1 yr of physics....dun wan study 1 mo xie....WHY....why i dun like chi....HOW COME....no interest at all....make mi forsake that subject...until dis extent...hai.dunno wad to sae...dun wan tok chi le ...lols
been thinking la....time ar...realli damn fast le...now suddenly...i at last yr of secondary sch....makes mi feel kinda...sad?...no idea....forgot the rite word...lols..think abt it..less den 3 more yrs...army le...den ....suddenly...into adult life ....wunder wad its like la...will it be intresting....or clockwork...worse den now?...havent the faintest...hai...now i think abt it...start to feel that i nvr cherish mi time in sch...wif frens...and its all ending too soon...hai...so soon la...3 yrs...is like...gone...in an instant...dunno wad to feel...only sad...frens that i made...over the yrs...i hope will stay close to mi through my life...i noe its difficult...contacts will be lost...blah...all the rubbish...time ...so fast...flowing awae le...nvr be able to get it back...experience the old times again...hai...why like dis...why does it haf to end so soon...juz when i learn to enjoy my life in sec sch...learn to value my frens above all...it must end le...hai...how come liddat...i noe in future...i will be lookin back..wishing that i had more time as mi now...hai. how i wish it could juz last forever man...but nth stays that wae huh...well..enuff of that crap...i'll juz haf to learn to live wif it...
anyways...thurs is the most sianx dae of the wk...simply disgusting...double chi and double maths...how sian can it get...sianess ultima...hope i dun fail mo xie...coz i dunno how to read so many word -.-...shows u how lan my chi realli is...my chi in my whole class...worst of the worst...undsiputed lowest...i win...obviously...no haf gd foundation in dat subject...+ lack of interest...=...gone case...hahas...luckily...although got lib...oso got LEOW...wah...a fun end to a blardy boring dae....go there listen to his crap...tok cock wif 2703 ppl...hahas...thats wad i call life man...lols...well...dats dat...hope i can get determination to study...or else...will screw dis yr up...and ultimately...my life

.: frens are like bastions of light...leading, helping, bringing mi to the rite route:.


ticktick # 10:49 PM