two7zero3

Saturday, March 26, 2005

wells. juz blogging for the sake of blogging. juz coz i felt like it. like all my other posts..
nthing much to talk abt these daes. no more plaeing wc3. ms. gb. now only plaeing one game..cs. fast getting bored of it. so i guess i wun haf anything to plae anymore..the com..seems to haf lost its charm on me...in terms of games la. nowadaes...only come online...talk cock wif frens...den off le...but den...my ma will still kp me...coz i like online for 4 hrs. juz toking rubbish wif my frens...and i still dun find it enuff lols. den alwaes delay...den tio...ma will start screaming her head off..
my couz...gonna get married dis yr...lols...i totally am unable to visualize him as married la..i haf the impression of him as...well...my older brudder la...remember last time when i was very small..dunno how old la...alwaes stae wif my couzins..den he de oldest ma..lols..very fun la...those were de old daes...really old daes..think abt it lols..hai...dunno why i alwaes haf this kinda..nostalgic feeling.juz by staring into the sky..and thinking.....or listening to songs...well..wad can i sae?...is that considered a gift?..i dun think so..well...anywayx...congrats to him...and his wife to be...nvr see her b4..-.-..lols..well..got new ppl to call Auntie =D...lols...very evil muahaha...hai..still cant swing off that kinda feeling...that kind that well...time passes too fast...i'm not a person who cant wait to grow up...i juz wish that time can stop...i love my life.frens.sch even. as it is..i noe i can adapt to changes...but i dun feel like it..i juz wish..frens will stay 4ever..i noe its not possible..but still...i wish...by the age of 30?..how many of us will remain as frens...i cant sae there are that many...its not that i dun cherish frenship...its juz that...life is cruel...at times. time is the ultimate destroyer..and the ultimate creator too.
dunno why i typing this....i guess there are a few waes to see this...i could look at it...and feel melancholic...like i haf despaired...and given in to the grasp of time...or i could look at it as juz sumthing of the future..maybe i will face it...but not yet...i will juz try to take things in my stride...but i choose to look at it as my problem to solve...as sumthing which i would prevent from happening at all costs...wadeva the cost...because.its wad i live for..wad i haf lived for...and wad i will live for ...it is the cornerstone of my existance. and i shall stand by my principles of frenship. loyalty above all.


ticktick # 3:40 PM