two7zero3

Sunday, September 25, 2005

one wk no com. feels. WRONG . lol. missed blogging. typing. and chatting with net frens. etc.
but back on com feel. not much different anymore. lol maybe its prelims nxt wk
or sumthing along these lines. i see everyone so hyped up about it. all mugging. studying pushing themselves for this last period b4...well lets say the o's.
but i still slack slack...hahas. we're all slaves of the crazy education system here. yet so many of us push ourselves willingly. then again maybe thats just my view. i'm extremely BIASED. so its dam rite unreliable. dun believe wad i juz said.
-.-
read chongzhi's blog. or at least i got the main plot. ok. so i scanned it.
anyways. found out that gina (gnxy from gb) deleted us. lol. all of us . nice one bah. and i agree totally wif ya brudder. if frens juz delete u for no reason. then its to their own disadvantage. well wadever. i mean. how can u juz delete ur frens. as if they were sumthing u toyed with for a little while. had fun wif. and then away it goes. if thats wad u value ur frens as. haahs. i say gd riddance to ya.
this kind of person. i'll never respect.
these past few days. school was like. totally clockwork. i was getting so sick of it. thank god its the weekend. a break from the fricking sick week. at least in exams u get to have fun. i rather have had one week of exams. drain me mentally but still better then bore me. at least nxt wk's the prelims. so not so sian le. but everyday still go home so late. condensed version sian lah. all squeeze into one week.
better stop. i keep going on. i'll keep lamenting about my life. as if it sucked and is a screwed up one. but actually i've got a great life. hahas. many will probably say i don't know how lucky i am. but i do know. and i'm very glad for being me. give me a second chance?. i'll choose to be me again.
ok back to prelims. i don't feel as confident about it as the first one. but i'll give it a shot anyway
the teacher's keep telling us not to peak at the wrong time. make me feel, uneasy. what if i peaked already?. at the first prelims where i was dam like. confident u could say. or maybe luck had a bigger role to play.
then after awhile. i sat down and thought.
so what if i've reached my limit. a limit is only possible if u believe it to be.
what u can achieve u'll never noe. so push urself and try harder.
maybe then you'll achieve a limit break.
lols. i won't know until i try . so i'm gonna prove my theory rite. =D lol


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