two7zero3

Monday, February 27, 2006

thoughts
today was on the bus...on my way home...thinking..
i was thinking of the people who might leave 06s34.
those who have no choice.
those who have been part of us for quite some time.
it scares me. knowing people for such a short time.
and being able to become great friends as a class
bonding together
smiling together
cheering together..
even mugging together.
now comes the time to change.
for this i hate change.
leave it up to fate?. i don't believe in faith.
maybe i'm just stubborn.
maybe thats why i detest fate too.
it's your fate...your destiny...to hell with it.
i make my own path.
but for my friends i can only stand by and watch.
this feeling of helplessness is sickening.
how i wish i could say take those 1s i dun nid.
take whatever u need to stay.
even those i need. take them.
but i can't.
so all i can do is to never forget them.
to remember them
to continue as friends with them
for all my wishes.
i can only do so much.
maybe i should just listen to the song that's playing now.
i won't worry my life away.
funny how i am..that a song is able to lift my heavy heart.
i shall smile for them.
for they are my friends.


ticktick # 10:18 PM