第一时间 hahas. cool chinese title. yesterday. the school day ended with a ..chinese test. and a zhuo wen as home work. =/ lol. but for many of my classmates. they had 5 periods less of lessons.(1 of them's a break) don't know what to say.. other ppl's class..no one drop. mine 1/2 drop. obviously i was pressured too. i did have the urge to drop it. but i fought it. peer pressure is a scary force u know. prevailed i did. but regret it or not...i have yet to know the answer. some say why waste the time?...ur gonna drop it afterall. but econs is like the only subject i'm interested in now. hahas. so stay i shall. skipped running to go for makeup lecture... was kinda useful...refresher course...i definitely needed it... after that...we had jts for cyclone. a few other instructors tagged along...and we ended up at fish n co.. deja vu hahas...lions all over again...this time my fish n chips came on time though now we all owe jiamin quite alot of money... haahs.. but we had funn...with the zhong ji mi ma...and the nice food. then we went to talk at the fountain there.. talked about many things..mostly about bgrs...whats with girls and bgrs man. =/ well it was still funn. and yongsheng's long story all over again...hahas... =) cyclone. looking back now. u all rocked olc for me. i guess it took me quite awhile. but i've realized what an experience i've gotten out of the camp. without cyclone, none of it would have mattered. experiences are meant to be shared. and that we did. i guesss there's a reason why it goes...all our hardships and our sufferings will become our memories. =) as a team we completed olc. as a team we experienced it . as a team we started it. well..i'm juz gonna say that each of u all have become good frens of mine. to make a friend is easy. if the friend is true, to lose one would be more difficult. but to maintain the friendship will be the most daunting. but i guess cyclone won't every back down will we.=). hahas. hao xiong di. the cyclone babes! . was looking at the orientation photos.... hahas. the sort of carefree fun the ease of mind that we had reflected on our smiles...without the stresses that there are now. i could just lose myself in the fun i had. hahas. those were the times. how i wish i could go back then. i know i can't. but still.its really different. the fun that i have now..it seems like any moment it'll all fall apart..as if it were all built on nothing. just a mirage that we all sincerely hoped for. someday the dream will end. but =) i shall. and once again go back to being myself. for this is what i always do when i'm at home. thinking ..pondering. wondering about my life. maybe i could take up homework. hahas. the mere thought of it is appealing(sarcasm is dripping all over) . =/ and i'm not gonna lear nto fly no more...realized i din have the time..hahas. how i wish i din have to sleep. all that time wasted doing nothing. even stoning is more productive. when i stone...random thoughts fly through my head..hahas..and they end up like this...in a blog post. =) . hahas.. oh yesh...wonder what i'll join if i don't get into odac. thats what alot of olc trainees are saying.. i don't say it out loud. but i guess deep down i'm also asking myself that question. hahas taekwondo is nope le. haahs. unless my classmates really join. then maybe i would contemplate joining it. not sure if i really quit it though. feel kinda irresponsible. i'm just not attending their trainings and all. hahas. hope they took the hint and striked me out. maybe i'll find some boring cca to join. something like med soc. lol. i seriously think that the med soc is there for the credentials, thats juz my opinion...maybe u really can have fun in something u are interested in there, i don't know..i've never been there maybe i'll go do that. maybe i'll start thinking of what i want to be. maybe. but till after april 1st. i shall not bother myself so much with this. and concentrate on trying to pass my subjects. u know. the only subject i havent failed is maths and chinese. my weakest subjects. know why?. coz there isn't any tests for math and i haven't gotten my chinese test back yet. oh yeah. i passed my 1st zhuo wen. 18/30. now isn't that cool. i did it all by myself =). hahas. i wonder what it actually feels like to have done all ur homework. the sense of u know whats going on and u are confident in urself . hahas. nvr really experienced it before. i guess for some it's become something that they overlook. that sense of achivement. coz they get it so often. hahas. i guess there's something good about not doing ur homework regularly. hahas. u learn to appreciate more the sense of achievement that comes with completing it. haha. that sense of satisfaction. anyways. its time to go read bio. OMG wilson reads bio! lol yeah cool right. i'm reading the cell bio chapter. lol . gotta start somewhere. or i'll flunk my mid years totally. and if that happens. my pa's probably gonna kill me. well . quite a long post.. filled with so many random thoughts. hahas. RANDOM! thats what i am.
hahas more randoming. yeah the f4 song that yongsheng kept singing. hahas. i got it le! yay. and i found some chinese song loving buddies in cyclone!. cool lol yongsheng loves chinese songs i guess. sng tiak hears those chinese oldies -.- jiamin's bf is jay chou (-.-) lol yeah . and liwei likes chinese songs too. and i thought vjc was full of english songs ppl. hahas.