two7zero3

Sunday, March 19, 2006

someone was thinking
tired. sleepy. but still posting . hahas.
i realized a blog isn't that useful afterall.
now i know what cz means. nothing much u can type to a blog
u can't pour ur heart out.
everything u type in has to be measured. tailored so that it dosen't turn out too offensive.
what's the use of logging something if the true meaning isn't there
but i guess we'll have to make do.
at least i do...i'm too lazy to go and write in a diary.
typing is so much easier.
cept that i can't really find a outlet through blogging.
humans are weird. i think we feel too much. so much that it hurts us
but then again. thats our defining attribute.
the ability to have emotions to love and to have compassion.
=). i started this post for another reason. guessed i digressed.
let's try to get back on topic shall we

maybe it wasn't meant to be
why couldn't it have been that way.
accept what happened
why couldnt i have it my way
the trail is long
why couldn't i choose the right path
look forward, don't ponder too much on the past
why couldn't i make decisions i won't regret.
have faith in urself!
why can't i have a little more faith.
practice what u preach.
why can't i just do that?
don't worry your life away
i just can't totally live by that.
love with all your heart
why do i seem so confused?
life's like that
why can't i just accept it.
it's fate
why can't i change it?
u are who u are
why can't i be someone else
follow ur heart
where will it lead me to?

i guess someday we'll know.


ticktick # 1:16 AM