two7zero3

Thursday, April 27, 2006

fk it.
i'm sick of all that shit. sick of all that crap i'm getting.
i know i shouldnt be saying this. but whatever.
everyday i come home.
they lecture me on coming home late.
ever since i came to vjc. i screwed up my family life.
i love vjc. i love my family. i love my friends.
but sometimes life makes it seem that it takes me a whole lot more
a freaking whole lot more to love my family.
my parents. i can't say they aren't supportive.
they are. but they are FRICKING OVERPROTECTIVE. i mean .my mum thinks overnight cycling is TOO dangerous for me. she dosen't want me to go. hahas. DANGEROUS.
FINE. CYCLING IS DANGEROUS. SO WHAT I GO MALAYSIA DEN I DIE LE ARH.
nnb lah. so i can't go night cycling. my first outing with my odac pi buddies.
I CANT FKING GO.
sick of it man. my fathers telling me some crap letting me go for some stuff. and not others. to go for the MUST GO ones. and dun go for the rest. wtf man. then i join odac for fk.
i'm not ok.
he keeps going on about some shit ...to not be noble and sacrifice for ur frens. for others. look out for urself first.
i seriously feel like shouting in his face man, WTF H ITS COZ OF PPL LIKE U THAT THE WORLD IS NOW SO FKING SCREWED UP. AND I DUN FKING WANT TO BE THAT WAY. i guess we arent the same person. COZ I RATHER DIE FOR MY FREN DEN SEE MY FREN DIE INFRONT OF ME.


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very soon i think i'm gonna quit sports team tkd.
COZ I CANT TAKE IT NO MORe.


stop right there thats exactly where i lost it

ok . got that off my mind.

no mood to type alot anymore.
had fun yesterday at tekong.


ticktick # 9:16 PM