two7zero3

Monday, May 01, 2006

lookie. its pass 1am already.
again i'm here. blogging away typing stuffs into the com. really. juz because i feel like it. not really coz i had much to write about. this post is gonna be...confunding. messy and somewhat unreadable. dun btoher reading if u think you'll get frustrated.
today was my dad's b'day. happy b'day to him.(kinda lame way to wish a person happy b'day)
din do much. went out for an expensive dinner at clark quay.
slept most of my day away at home. fatigue. my legs aren't listening to me. i take forever to walk a short distance. and climbing stairs is a horror. wonder how i managed to spar yesterday through these conditions. i can't even walk properly now . and next week's napfa. five stations. think i'm gonna have problems with standing broad jump. and sit n reach. probably shuttle run too. probably won't do as well as last year. hahs. when i saw the distance i jumped . o0. lol can't replicate it.
2.4km. aiming to hit below 10 again. i've got weiqin to pace now =). yepp he can help me to hit below 10! yay. hahas.
look above. a whole lot of crap if u ask me. my minds wandering and i'm not typing coherently . i guess i'm tired. but i dun feel like going to sleep. dun feel like playing. don't feel like doing anything. juz sitting and stoning. as usual.
looking at the calender. juz realized its may.
time juz flew by.
it seemed so recent that i juz stepped confused and blurred into vjc's concourse. a place totally foreign to me. hahas. remember vividly that time.
our first step into the hall..the banners of all the ogs draped at the sides.
the first talk(dam it was boring) by the principal on the subjects...and entry into uni..
the first moment of orientation. kaixiang(whom i knew as zhini -.-) asked us to tell something about ourselves to an og mate. hahas. hmm. if i'm not wrong i found out huihui had an older bro. (forgot loh).
the first time we got tricked (biking club -.-)
the first time i had so much fun
now ...i can't say i've really been integrated into the school. it was more of forced onto me. this new lifestyle. this change.
but very soon we will find our unsure selves as the seniors. and take the step to bringing a new batch of friends into vjc.
its really rushed.
after awhile our life in vjc would be over. i we woudlnt even know it.
i've got a friend who says he hates jc life. the most stressful period of his life.
but i love it.
i'm gonna savour it. every single moment. how i wish memories were like films...could be opened up and replayed to the most vivid of details.
but i guess i'll make do with my memory. the vague scenes of not too long ago.
it still brings a smile to my face.

my sanctuary.


ticktick # 1:01 AM