hmmhmm. did nothing really today. been slacking the whole while =). lol thought of joining harmoc! lol cool right. mainly coz i wanna have 2 ccas. AND the blardy vjtkd is getting me REALLY bored. they have been training for the upcomin competition. being not a member of any groups being sent to the competition...i dun even have to go for trainings. what a waste of my time. why am i in tkd anyway if i dun even go for any trainings or whatsoever. dosen't really make sense eh? so i decided to drop this hobby i had taken up not too long ago. cost me quite alot summore. =(. the gi padding and all. ahhh. hope my parents won't mind. haven't talked to them about it yet. hmm. if i join harmoc brudder will join too hahas. great. another reason for me to join it. so u see the weighing scales are not just tipping in harmoc's favours. they already fell over on harmoc's side. what a sad case put up by tkd. nice try tkd. but NO CIGAR!(as pereira would say) last week of school. dun noe...hmmm feel kinda happy yet kinda sad. it just occured to me how time flies(yet again...i see i'm constantly reminding myself). 1/2 a year is gone already. and i haven't felt like i really really enjoyed vjc eversince orientation. hmmmhmm. maybe i'm just not able to appreciate what i have. or how lucky i am. maybe i'm blind to all the good stuffs thats been happening to me. really wish i could open my eyes to see them. hope i can learn to do so. only then will i be able to find out what truely is dear to me. match supports...blahh hahas quite happy to go for these stuffs. i think...well it's one of those things that is able to capture what vjc really can be. the cheering and all. we rocks lah. like auntie posted. . . proud to be victorian. yup definitely. took a photo of vjc ppl at the bball girls final. hahas. haven't uploaded it. but yep thats definitely ranked up there in terms of illustrating the VJC spirit. seems like its time out for me...gotta go sleep lohs. quite tired actually. hmm. tmr will be a better day i guess. oh yesh realized that my blog song is really...quite sad. although i really really like this song(look at the lyrics man .haahs real nice) i think i'm gonna have to change it soon. i think it holds the record for longest time a blogsong has stayed on my blog. yah or however u wanna phrase it. sad songs sprout sad thoughts. how good if happy ones can lift u out of despair. maybe they can. hahas so i shall try! its better to smile den to tear i guess. smiles are more curvy . . .they are more contagious...they look nicer...they can mean over a thousand things...such a nice innate nature of man. so we should use it! hahas. smiles are picture perfect views and laughter is music to my ears! smile!!!!