two7zero3

Monday, June 05, 2006

the end of week one.
tick . tick . tick. look . theres just a few more weeks to the mid years.
and well. thats just it isn't it? our main problem we're facing now.
a mid year exam paper.
hahas. seems pretty trivial in scale compared to many other problems.
but yeah well to us it already is a disaster in the making.
a tragedy of huge magnitude. for it shall be where we are able to see how well.
or should i say badly we're coping. ahah. ok the badly part applies mainly to me.
yepp. so i shall predict that i wouldn't do too well in my midyears.
hmm. shan't talk anymore about this saddening thoughts.(failing exams ain't exactly cheery)
its...12.20am now.
dunno why . just dun wanna sleep. so i'm waiting to play dota with sng toon n jon. hahas.
yepp was just reminded by them that it's tiak's b'day today.
well today as in yeah today. he's been 17 for like 20 mins.
wooahhh. feel kinda...guilty. and bad too. hahas. coz i sorta cleanly forgot about it.
well if you're reading this. sry. hahas. anyways shall say happy b'day to u ! you're featured on my blog k. u shld be hnoured =).hahas joking.
hmm realized there's quite alot of b'days in june.
and oh yeah. hahas. juz another random thought.
the past 2 o2 b'days have gone by without cards being made.
why? coz i din do them. there.
another reason for me to feel seriously guilt stricken and all.
sorry to peijun and jon. =(. maybe i'll do a makeup card for u both.
but then again. it won't really matter that much anymore to u will it.
i mean if it were me ...hm.
hais just wanna apologize.
its a wonder how my blog posts always ends up on a tenebrous note
guess when i'm sitting alone at nite... i kinda start to reflect. on all my actions.
my words and all. fortunately for me..i can see my flaws.
actually i have a theory. everyone is able to see their flaws.
its just whether they are able to admit the presence of these flaws.
yep. oh man . darn flaws again.
well back to reflecting.
reflecting is my way of criticizing myself.
it's...how i learn from what i should not have done.
analyzing situations ...and realizing what i did wrong in them.
but well thats only a small part in reflecting.
thats the technical part.
which my mind dosen't all too readily concentrate on.
it starts to drift elsewhere. .
where feelings interfere with just plain thoughts.
hahs shan't go on anymore.
think happy thoughts
the world cup is here. ot is just on the following week.
i'm gonna have a great chance to bond strongly with my fellow odacers.
i'm gonna learn a whole lot about. and form them.
i've already made some great buddies from odac.
i intend to make more.
i shoudl be elated
but at the back of my head.
residing nonchalently ...is a thought of my thats nvr too far away.
it shall stay hanging like this.

心裡的眼淚模糊了視線


ticktick # 12:13 AM