Friday, June 02, 2006
really. u should just hop somewhere else if u dun wanna get SERIOUSLY bored.
and i mean seriously.
coz i'm prob gonna write(type) about my life.
my boring not so interesting mundane with no special effects and cgi enhancements...life.
yep.
so here goes.
the past week has been ... unproductive? or might i say a complete failure? coz i've spent the week doing absolutely nothing. in terms of academics and stuffs..or put more crudely. mugging.
so i think that my midyears are going down. crashing and burning. pummeled. pulverized. disembered. blah.
juz bored. blah blah blah. BLAH.
ok the whole week been coming back to school. and the only day which i managed to get some stuffs into my head was wednesday. probably coz wednesday...well there weren't any activities and there were only 3 of us. me eugene and KI. aka WE aka. wenhui lah -.-.
blahh. u know...i decided on coming to school to prevent me from being distracted by this machine here i'm using. and also the console ps2(with the game KH2). and what happened? i still failed to study . my mental willpower ain't that good i guess. can't really discipline myself to study and all. why? coz i get distracted very easily. at home its these blasted machines. in school its about balls and hoops and poles. and bus addidas too. totally no use man. guess it's really up to my mental prowess to motivate me. or else i'll have nothing to show except for whole lot of trouble after the mid years. yepp. if i fail them ..my mum will probably draw me out of odac. for she thinks that it's the cause for my poor results. ok she din say that but ...you'll concede that its a logical conclusion ...right...hahas. all parents are like this i guess. well they're probably right but then agains. whats wrong with a little deluding.(is there such a word?). hahas so nxt week. i shall not come to school so often ..try out studying at home more. see if it helps. or makes any difference to the stuffs thats able to penetrate that awfully thick skull of mine ...seriously i think it's quite thick. coz i can't get anything into my head. i'll have to drill it in i guess...pardon the pun. but yeah. though i think i wouldn't achieve much nxt week too. for at home theres the com...ps2..tv and last but definitely not the least...the pillow...or bed. or cushion whichever way u wanna put it. blah. so after week one of testing in school. and week 2 of testing at home. i'll evaluate my findings and conclude on where to study in week 4. well after the ot of course. ironically...i think i'm gonna organize some stuffs durng that last week. outings and all. coz i've got really limited time in the first three weeks.(as if i dun in the last week-.-) so outings will mostly have to fall into that time range.then again all the outings will probably fail...low tunrout rate and all coz ppl are all happily AND busily mugging away. so i wouldn't have any outing to begin with. again...i'm making groundless stabs at what may happen . yep so we shall see how the holidays unfold. and how the mid years hit us(really hard i reckon). this is gonna be the first time i find my june hols gone so rapidly. such a quick way to spend 4 weeks. time is really flying.
and i can't cling on to it . being left behind here. someone call up the pilot. ask him to slow down please. for people like me. but i guess it won't happen. majority wins and majority are clinging on. so hahas.
oh yes speaking of the midyears. i signed up for ucles h3 proteomics ..yahh and by the looks of how things are going on now...the prospects of me being able to qualify for the course looks increasingly slimmer by the day. dun really know why i signed up for it anyways. maybe i saw a faint glimmer of hope of being able to take the subject. then again...i still can see it. but i've gotta reach out and grab it. and that means to mug and mug and mug summore. so will i reach for it? i dunno. probably not coz i dun like mugging. mug root beer is the only thing about MUG that i like. if drinking mug can make one mug. wooo. i wan more! i'll become the most muggish person around .yeah rite -.- like thats what i want from my jc life man. to MUG MUG MUG. i wan my memories to be full of books notes highlighters exams tutorials and lectures!!! thats like so no way i've gotta be outta my mind thinking . i've joined odac for a reason! to pull myself away from mug...a little less mug. a little more fun. hahas. mug is inversely proportional to fun. hahas. but there are a select few who derive happiness from studying. and there seems to be a higher than normal population of such people in vjc . well i guess we can't help it...there has to be some people who are able to pull the results of the school up...or else how can we be in the top 5 jcs in singapore? hahas. maybe i'll convert to mugging sometime. but definitely not yet. i still haven't enjoyed myself fully. mugging shall commence in the near future. but not yet...not yet.
oh yes.. by now i'm quite sure alot of u would know that paul is on singapore idol! woooahhh. how cool is that hahas. and he got through to the top 12 summore. wow. hahas totally did not expect to see a fellow sch mate...and even once classmate(we had the same cl class) of mine on tv o0. hahas its just sorta weird...i guess dennis feels more so when he saw his own face in inotstupid2. its like WOAh i'm on tv! well in dennis' case it's WOAH i'm in GV!. lol or something like that. yahh. well wish paul good luck . hahas go on and win the competition man. yeaa.. show them what you've got. hahas. you're probably not gonna see this but yeah what the hell..i'll just post it for the sake of posting it. .
hahas. so thats like what happened in the past few days... oh yes. i got addicted to nickelback songs too. hahas. thats like so totally random .well can't always be listening to chinese songs right...so i went and dl-ed some english ones. hahas realized the voice of nickelback's lead singer(is there one?) was really quite appealing to me. hahs. like the way he sing...well the songs dun mean much of anything. well i get that kinda feeling out of english songs. hahas. chinese ones...well i think their lyrics have more depth and meaning to them. thats why they too appeal so much to me. hahas. i love chinese songs. especially zhou jie lun ones. coz they're written so well by the man himself. hahas. some pro know...write songs and sing them. like i can't even achieve either one. hahas. singing them won't be a problem for everyone i guess. but singing them well is the well. crux here won't u agree? hahs. looks like the post lasted quite long.
well today is jon's b'day..well its gonna end. on behalf of o2. i wish u a happy b'day. hahas.
realized that the card giving tradition that o2 had has become nonexistent. hahas i no longer felt the same enthusiasm i had. well. probably coz i directed my energies somewhere else. well i think i'll still do the cards for the ogls. but yea..other then that...shall leave it to time. time will tell..its like a key. a key to everything. but. the catch is that you'll have to wait forever while it turns...and human's are an impatient bunch...well. seeing that we've only got ...a 100years to live? ...being hasty isn't that big a fault(where did i read this before...). hahas.
woah i see i'm really good at digressing. from posting about my life in an oh so boring chronological order...i ended up posting some lonnng. and dumb post about ...well everything and anything hahas . this here is gonna be one of my longest posts hahas for those of u who have lasted till here...well good for u . i guess it wasn't as boring as i expected...but thats coz its my life and my thoughts i'm thinking about. it should have still stood out as totally boring to yall out there. hahas and i'm quite sure that most of u will juz scan through it. well. dun blame u ...coz i personally do that myself sometimes. scanning people's entries and not really reading into them. guess thats another property of homo sapiens. hahas . .. the self centered innate character? hahas people are more interested in seeing stuffs...that include them...or are at least linked to them . hahas so a long essay on someone else's life wouldn't interest anyone much. for they cannot relate that easily to what the person feels. hahas. then again..seeing that i am able to indentify this flaw...i can't really solve it. hahas. no one can...i mean even if the intention was there...it is... to include all the frens who read this blog into a post. well. it wouldn't be that possible will it? coz too many things happen in our lives...we can't be like a computer and log down everything we see...we may miss out some things that others noticed. also...well. if i were to include all of u into my blog...a single post would probably cover all 187 posts i already have. coz there would be too much to say..hahas see what a single post on a single person(me) do? isn't it already long enough? hahas. wonder what a post on like a few hundred people be like. hahas. it'll probably crash blogspot's server. hahas . too much txt award. blahh.
oh yes...do you guys(and girls) visit dictionary.com? hahas that webby quite rocks...or stones. yeah coz it has this function..word of the day..seems quite cool. learnt a new phrase today
stormy petrel ....well the 2nd meaning would be easier to use. once who brings discord..or strife. o0. hahas . cool right...i mean its not like 90% of us know what a petrel is...and now we know abit more about it. well nothing much from the definition i gave u. for it was incomplete. hahas there was another way of interpreting the phrase. well in a more literal way though . hahas. well u all should go and try dictionary .com out! it's cool. it's hip and it's lexicon! like that was of much use to me -.- hahas. but anyways its just me being random.
shan't talk much more . wel i already typed quite abit of stuffs down. the post is already quite sufficiently long. in fact i think it's gone past the sufficient state into the more...excess state. hahas . like self centered -ness. hahas . u can go on talking about urself..ur life...ur this ur that non stop...but sooner or later ppl won't be interested anymore...for it had went past sufficient...as in the stuffs they want to know about u...to excessive...to the extent that some would find u overly self centered and give up. yep hahas. people who suffer from narcissism watch out. and brudder thats u . hahas
oh yea jason is at clic camp...and cz's in korea...hahas both brudders gone overseas and i'm left alone to contend with the com..and the new version of dota -.- . hahas. well come back soon man...wanna talk more with u guys.. hahas...my contact list on msn seems really empty without u both being online .hahas. oh yea btw ...jason if u do read this...i realized that i see u online though ur at the camp. ...woah! hahas prob ur bro sis or mum uses ur com. lol. just to let u know only.
just gonna talk abit more about what us guys talked about that day..while walking toward the bus stop. hahas...we were talking about crying.
well it started with wenhui asking when was the last time u cried.
then we expanded and delved on .
about crying and all
and how girls are able to easily. how guys aren't.
then yongsheng said...we do cry. but we cry inside.
thats one really sad state to be in eh...crying inside.
without a way of release...the pressure will build up.
but we suppress it ...force it to be within us.
why? i don't really know.
is it coz of pride? or for a more noble cause like not wanting to affect others.
or plainly just because we dun cry easily?
well. i don't know. but yeah ys.
i totally agree...it hurts at times. the thoughts feelings emotions that we keep locked up tight within our hearts.
blah.
hahas. randomness yet again.
and the end of yet another not so coherent post. and not so fufilling day.
妳對我有多重要我後悔沒讓妳知道
now's a nonsensical post about nothing really.
really. u should just hop somewhere else if u dun wanna get SERIOUSLY bored.
and i mean seriously.
coz i'm prob gonna write(type) about my life.
my boring not so interesting mundane with no special effects and cgi enhancements...life.
yep.
so here goes.
the past week has been ... unproductive? or might i say a complete failure? coz i've spent the week doing absolutely nothing. in terms of academics and stuffs..or put more crudely. mugging.
so i think that my midyears are going down. crashing and burning. pummeled. pulverized. disembered. blah.
juz bored. blah blah blah. BLAH.
ok the whole week been coming back to school. and the only day which i managed to get some stuffs into my head was wednesday. probably coz wednesday...well there weren't any activities and there were only 3 of us. me eugene and KI. aka WE aka. wenhui lah -.-.
blahh. u know...i decided on coming to school to prevent me from being distracted by this machine here i'm using. and also the console ps2(with the game KH2). and what happened? i still failed to study . my mental willpower ain't that good i guess. can't really discipline myself to study and all. why? coz i get distracted very easily. at home its these blasted machines. in school its about balls and hoops and poles. and bus addidas too. totally no use man. guess it's really up to my mental prowess to motivate me. or else i'll have nothing to show except for whole lot of trouble after the mid years. yepp. if i fail them ..my mum will probably draw me out of odac. for she thinks that it's the cause for my poor results. ok she din say that but ...you'll concede that its a logical conclusion ...right...hahas. all parents are like this i guess. well they're probably right but then agains. whats wrong with a little deluding.(is there such a word?). hahas so nxt week. i shall not come to school so often ..try out studying at home more. see if it helps. or makes any difference to the stuffs thats able to penetrate that awfully thick skull of mine ...seriously i think it's quite thick. coz i can't get anything into my head. i'll have to drill it in i guess...pardon the pun. but yeah. though i think i wouldn't achieve much nxt week too. for at home theres the com...ps2..tv and last but definitely not the least...the pillow...or bed. or cushion whichever way u wanna put it. blah. so after week one of testing in school. and week 2 of testing at home. i'll evaluate my findings and conclude on where to study in week 4. well after the ot of course. ironically...i think i'm gonna organize some stuffs durng that last week. outings and all. coz i've got really limited time in the first three weeks.(as if i dun in the last week-.-) so outings will mostly have to fall into that time range.then again all the outings will probably fail...low tunrout rate and all coz ppl are all happily AND busily mugging away. so i wouldn't have any outing to begin with. again...i'm making groundless stabs at what may happen . yep so we shall see how the holidays unfold. and how the mid years hit us(really hard i reckon). this is gonna be the first time i find my june hols gone so rapidly. such a quick way to spend 4 weeks. time is really flying.
and i can't cling on to it . being left behind here. someone call up the pilot. ask him to slow down please. for people like me. but i guess it won't happen. majority wins and majority are clinging on. so hahas.
oh yes speaking of the midyears. i signed up for ucles h3 proteomics ..yahh and by the looks of how things are going on now...the prospects of me being able to qualify for the course looks increasingly slimmer by the day. dun really know why i signed up for it anyways. maybe i saw a faint glimmer of hope of being able to take the subject. then again...i still can see it. but i've gotta reach out and grab it. and that means to mug and mug and mug summore. so will i reach for it? i dunno. probably not coz i dun like mugging. mug root beer is the only thing about MUG that i like. if drinking mug can make one mug. wooo. i wan more! i'll become the most muggish person around .yeah rite -.- like thats what i want from my jc life man. to MUG MUG MUG. i wan my memories to be full of books notes highlighters exams tutorials and lectures!!! thats like so no way i've gotta be outta my mind thinking . i've joined odac for a reason! to pull myself away from mug...a little less mug. a little more fun. hahas. mug is inversely proportional to fun. hahas. but there are a select few who derive happiness from studying. and there seems to be a higher than normal population of such people in vjc . well i guess we can't help it...there has to be some people who are able to pull the results of the school up...or else how can we be in the top 5 jcs in singapore? hahas. maybe i'll convert to mugging sometime. but definitely not yet. i still haven't enjoyed myself fully. mugging shall commence in the near future. but not yet...not yet.
oh yes.. by now i'm quite sure alot of u would know that paul is on singapore idol! woooahhh. how cool is that hahas. and he got through to the top 12 summore. wow. hahas totally did not expect to see a fellow sch mate...and even once classmate(we had the same cl class) of mine on tv o0. hahas its just sorta weird...i guess dennis feels more so when he saw his own face in inotstupid2. its like WOAh i'm on tv! well in dennis' case it's WOAH i'm in GV!. lol or something like that. yahh. well wish paul good luck . hahas go on and win the competition man. yeaa.. show them what you've got. hahas. you're probably not gonna see this but yeah what the hell..i'll just post it for the sake of posting it. .
hahas. so thats like what happened in the past few days... oh yes. i got addicted to nickelback songs too. hahas. thats like so totally random .well can't always be listening to chinese songs right...so i went and dl-ed some english ones. hahas realized the voice of nickelback's lead singer(is there one?) was really quite appealing to me. hahs. like the way he sing...well the songs dun mean much of anything. well i get that kinda feeling out of english songs. hahas. chinese ones...well i think their lyrics have more depth and meaning to them. thats why they too appeal so much to me. hahas. i love chinese songs. especially zhou jie lun ones. coz they're written so well by the man himself. hahas. some pro know...write songs and sing them. like i can't even achieve either one. hahas. singing them won't be a problem for everyone i guess. but singing them well is the well. crux here won't u agree? hahs. looks like the post lasted quite long.
well today is jon's b'day..well its gonna end. on behalf of o2. i wish u a happy b'day. hahas.
realized that the card giving tradition that o2 had has become nonexistent. hahas i no longer felt the same enthusiasm i had. well. probably coz i directed my energies somewhere else. well i think i'll still do the cards for the ogls. but yea..other then that...shall leave it to time. time will tell..its like a key. a key to everything. but. the catch is that you'll have to wait forever while it turns...and human's are an impatient bunch...well. seeing that we've only got ...a 100years to live? ...being hasty isn't that big a fault(where did i read this before...). hahas.
woah i see i'm really good at digressing. from posting about my life in an oh so boring chronological order...i ended up posting some lonnng. and dumb post about ...well everything and anything hahas . this here is gonna be one of my longest posts hahas for those of u who have lasted till here...well good for u . i guess it wasn't as boring as i expected...but thats coz its my life and my thoughts i'm thinking about. it should have still stood out as totally boring to yall out there. hahas and i'm quite sure that most of u will juz scan through it. well. dun blame u ...coz i personally do that myself sometimes. scanning people's entries and not really reading into them. guess thats another property of homo sapiens. hahas . .. the self centered innate character? hahas people are more interested in seeing stuffs...that include them...or are at least linked to them . hahas so a long essay on someone else's life wouldn't interest anyone much. for they cannot relate that easily to what the person feels. hahas. then again..seeing that i am able to indentify this flaw...i can't really solve it. hahas. no one can...i mean even if the intention was there...it is... to include all the frens who read this blog into a post. well. it wouldn't be that possible will it? coz too many things happen in our lives...we can't be like a computer and log down everything we see...we may miss out some things that others noticed. also...well. if i were to include all of u into my blog...a single post would probably cover all 187 posts i already have. coz there would be too much to say..hahas see what a single post on a single person(me) do? isn't it already long enough? hahas. wonder what a post on like a few hundred people be like. hahas. it'll probably crash blogspot's server. hahas . too much txt award. blahh.
oh yes...do you guys(and girls) visit dictionary.com? hahas that webby quite rocks...or stones. yeah coz it has this function..word of the day..seems quite cool. learnt a new phrase today
stormy petrel ....well the 2nd meaning would be easier to use. once who brings discord..or strife. o0. hahas . cool right...i mean its not like 90% of us know what a petrel is...and now we know abit more about it. well nothing much from the definition i gave u. for it was incomplete. hahas there was another way of interpreting the phrase. well in a more literal way though . hahas. well u all should go and try dictionary .com out! it's cool. it's hip and it's lexicon! like that was of much use to me -.- hahas. but anyways its just me being random.
shan't talk much more . wel i already typed quite abit of stuffs down. the post is already quite sufficiently long. in fact i think it's gone past the sufficient state into the more...excess state. hahas . like self centered -ness. hahas . u can go on talking about urself..ur life...ur this ur that non stop...but sooner or later ppl won't be interested anymore...for it had went past sufficient...as in the stuffs they want to know about u...to excessive...to the extent that some would find u overly self centered and give up. yep hahas. people who suffer from narcissism watch out. and brudder thats u . hahas
oh yea jason is at clic camp...and cz's in korea...hahas both brudders gone overseas and i'm left alone to contend with the com..and the new version of dota -.- . hahas. well come back soon man...wanna talk more with u guys.. hahas...my contact list on msn seems really empty without u both being online .hahas. oh yea btw ...jason if u do read this...i realized that i see u online though ur at the camp. ...woah! hahas prob ur bro sis or mum uses ur com. lol. just to let u know only.
just gonna talk abit more about what us guys talked about that day..while walking toward the bus stop. hahas...we were talking about crying.
well it started with wenhui asking when was the last time u cried.
then we expanded and delved on .
about crying and all
and how girls are able to easily. how guys aren't.
then yongsheng said...we do cry. but we cry inside.
thats one really sad state to be in eh...crying inside.
without a way of release...the pressure will build up.
but we suppress it ...force it to be within us.
why? i don't really know.
is it coz of pride? or for a more noble cause like not wanting to affect others.
or plainly just because we dun cry easily?
well. i don't know. but yeah ys.
i totally agree...it hurts at times. the thoughts feelings emotions that we keep locked up tight within our hearts.
blah.
hahas. randomness yet again.
and the end of yet another not so coherent post. and not so fufilling day.
妳對我有多重要我後悔沒讓妳知道
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VJC ODAC
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jason
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