two7zero3

Monday, June 12, 2006

woohoo.
tmr's the ot start.seriously quite hyped up about it.
well it's not that often that u get to go overseas with buddies.
yea. hahas. the hype's been building up every since the trip was confirmed.
now's reaching its peak le -.- like the world cup u noe. hahas.
well. not sure what to look out for on the trip . hmms. prob juz be having fun all the way.
yup.
somewhat worried about my pack. aha. coz quite the full. scared later burst 0.0. den i 'll prob die carrying the stuffs. literally. coz i'll topple off something on korbu. yeahh then you'll see a splat on the floor! (how imaginative).
anyways. dun miss me hor ppl. hahas. my blog will lay stagnant for the entire period i'm not around. obviously you wouldn't expect me to be able to blog on korbu. yeah like some secret computer terminal is availiable somewhere up in that mountain..hiding..biding its time juz so ppl like me can use it to blog. wow. hahas. if only.
so the blog's gonna be dead for awhile. and i'll advise against all of u being dead.
why? coz u all have to mug! yepp. another reason to not miss me =) . lol this is getting really narcissistic. hahas. yeahhh mug well people. dun die like me at the mid years. haahs. i went thru abit of the chem mid year prac paper today.
well i sorta realized my prospects were somewhat sad. hahas. i'm quite sure i'll fail the mid years. but i'll try to push myself to finish everything in the last week. hopefully i won't fail. or else there'll be the looming threat of my parents pulling me out of odac. haahs. what would i have to live for then.
hmm
today my pa asked me what happiness was to me. kinda weird question to be asked.
well . he said my bro had a simple sorta mind. if he could get his hands on something he sought...he would already be happy.
then he described me as being . hm well i would live with no getting the stuffs i want. what would make me happy then?
hahas. i wondered afterawhile. yeppp its sorta thought provoking u noe. when someone asks u what it is that makes u genuinely happy.
well i'm not sure what makes me happy.
i think happiness is not possible by a single person.
to me it's more of a collective thing.
as in a person cannot be truly happy but a group of people can.
yep. it takes two to clap. like it takes two to smile. hahas.
a smile is never really complete unless someone else shares it.
hm.
hahas. dunno. digressed abit too much.
well i'm still not sure what would make me happy.
back to square one eh.
wonder why i'm sitting here.
well. cya all in hm a weeks. time.
then i'll probably be complaining about the exams.
but we shall leave that to then.
for now is now. not then.
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