ohhmann. hazy went for class lunch today. blah. long as ever. nonsensical as ever. downed gp . thats abt that. seriously tired now. trying to study econs. failing . failing to try. lost along the way. think i shall go slp soon. 'you're dam pessimistic.' haha. i guess so. dun think so much. go sleep and then study. i tell myself that. yet my mind drifts. life nvr goes according to plan huh. maybe thats why i nvr had one. fall down and get back up again. think less. breathe deep. seek peace. . the haze is choking.