two7zero3

Saturday, September 09, 2006

weird. went to sleep super early. and juz woke up.
for no freaking reason. maybe i was thinking too much.
can't go back to sleep. wonderful. and the time reads 2.30am.
hahas. nvr happened to me in a long time
its just that weird my eyes are really tired but i can't go to sleep coz too much is going thru my mind.
ahh.
today pioneering accident. its a collective fault. no one to blame in particular. and monster. well. get well sooner.
studying's been screwed up.
sometimes i just feel like screaming out loud.
wonder why i can't seem to let it out easily.
just leave.
don't understand myself.
dunno. choice. i guess not everything is governed by it.
forthe stuff that i can choose i will.
the rest i guess i still up to fate.
hm. i think i shan't type more.
wanna stop thinking too much.
let go.
that day was talking to cheng wei. there was this serious side to him.
was talking abt random stuff when he suddenly went.
you're a great man.
wonder why he said that. its quite weird u know. from a person u just came to knew recently.
everyone's great in their own ways. u too.
thanks i guess.

i think i shall try to sleep again.
the time already reads 3.08
shall end off with a quote i saw at chengwei's blog.
it was one of those quotes.
just really impactful suddenly.
if u get what i mean.

The hardest, but the most noble and greatest thing in love is to grant the other the freedom to choose not to return that love to you


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5:29 PM