dunno. juz felt like typing something. nothing in particular. nothing actually. just something. what rubbish. the new blogger gets on my nerves sometimes. like when it din post my post when i clicked on publish. disgusting evil little button deceiving. linking me to a page where i says ur post has been published blahh. and actually. in real fact. it din do nothing but save my post. i wonder why. there must be a ploy somewhere. blogger wants to scan my stuff. search through my thoughts. AHHH ok i think maybe its the exam stress. nonsense. the past few days i've been trying to study. yes me. i. have been trying. but in fact. i've probably killed myself for cts ever since the start of last yr. slacking around like nobody's business. it still can't go away. dunno. hai stupid tests why is this happening. how come liddat. stuck somewhere. can't go forward. afraid. don't want to turn back. stuck. haha. i wish i could throw it all away. i wish it were that easy. but it isn't. and still i will keep on going. oh tmr. chinese results. a results. all the best to all the ppls.