i want to tell myself to wake up. it wasn't really anything to begin with. i just have to understand it but i don't understand why it hurts so much. i wish i could just stop. i asked for things to not change. but i know that they will. they already have. and it'll take me time to put that smile back on. i hope that you're doing fine.
after all this why... would you ever wanna leave it maybe you could not believe it. that my love for you is blind. but i couldn't make you see it. couldn't make you see it. and i loved you more than you'll ever know. when part of me died. will i let you go.