two7zero3

Saturday, October 13, 2007

sian. A levels coming. prelims died.
blah. seems like alot of people are doing very well.
me? not so. i kinda died for maths. as usual.
but this time.
i got killed by econs and chem as well.
worst ever. EVER scores for econs and for chem in my whole jc life.
and for bio. well. worst ever score too.
kinda sucks huh.
only maths improved from the last time. by an absolutely astounding margin of TWO marks.
yeah what a big improvement.
i mean yeahh. i totally own the maths paper huh. and failed again. oh look. that shld be the maths paper totally owned me. and duh fail again.
yah. study . i know. study can alr. study harder. study until you die. study. its just a month left.but then.
the closer the A's draw. the less hope i have left. haha.
its like watching yourself trip in slow mo. you're walking along and suddenly you trip. its just another trip and fall. only that you can consciously see yourself moving so slowly. losing complete control. knowing. but not being able to do anything about it. and the floor starts to get closer. agonizingly closer.
you know you're gonna hit it. you know its gonna hurt. but still all you can do is stare. be a spectator of yourself.
haha.
ouch. that totally brings out the meaning in ignorance is bliss.
haha. yeah. i'll try to study. i'll try my best to stop myself from hitting the ground. i'll try to push myself to turn at the last instant. and not hit the floor too hard.
i'll try.
i hope it does go well.
or else i'll just have to learn to pick myself back up.


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