two7zero3

Thursday, January 31, 2008

hello blog. you look pretty lifeless. what's gotten into you?
shake some life into those limbs! its time to be scrawled upon again!
hm. i wonder what do limbs of blogs look like. and how do i actually scrawl on something with a keyboard. the mysteries of life.
okay. my updates seem to be once a month. thats quite infrequent seeing that i am NOT in the army yet(fortunately or unfortunately. depending on who you are.) but hey. i've been out trying to find a job okay. thats quite hard work. although i've been at it for only about a week. coz previously i was udner the impression that as a camp instructor i had a good job. but apparently my parents(as do all parents) have the impression that a camp instructor has no future and i should try something more constructive like office work.
please. someone elucidate me. how constructive is office work? like duh its so totally brain wastage. you don't get to think much. most of the time you just sit there and copy and paste stuff. okay. maybe i haven't worked as one and i don't exactly understand the joy that people derive from working as admin. but i seriously think as a camp instructor. you get much more satisfaction from your job. and at the same time its even more fun!
well. currently i'm doing a night job that pays me five and hour and i work 3 hours a day. so essentially i'm not exactly earning enough to survive. haha. which kinda means i'm in serious need of a REAL day job. and unfortunately for me i guess i'll have to follow the orders of the authority and work as admin somewhere. but recruit express isn't exactly giving me any confidence in their ability to find me a job. haha. its been 4 days since i went there. no calls yet. wonderful.
hm. oh and the very first job that i did. well it was supposed to be belaying for a FIT camp at cdans(bukit gombak). which i did with dennis and jonathan. and they did get paid for it. but i did not. why? well i wondered too. so i msged the camp chief to enquire. turns out our job was not as belayers. it was as attachees to the instructors. and attachees are not supposed to receive pay. but some of us did according to our performance.
so i was so naively conned into working for something which i thought had a pay but did not.
ouch.
haha i hope the other camp chiefs do pay me.
else i would have been doing camps as a volunteer worker. or something like that. haha. passion. lol.
ohwells.
oh the army people look brownish and botak(duh). lol. hope you all are having fun inside. i'm not exactly having fun out here. haha. it really sounds dam fun in there. though it definitely isn't easy. hm. yupp. the weekend is coming. army ppl bookout again!
hmm. okay. i shall end here bah.
seeya soon blog. don't die so quickly.


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