two7zero3

Friday, January 04, 2008

sian. first post ofthe new year.
yupp. i need to work. haha. my dad's been nagging.
you know.
nagging. its beyond comprehension how the topics can change during a nag. my nag sessions from my dad are usually like 15 minute talks where the topic changes from the initial "i want to see you working" to erm. something like "you should think more for others" wow.
haha i'm i'm still awed (sometimes...though i'm alr quite numb) at the ability of the nagger to change the topic and link everything to everything else.
haha.
hm. yeah. now i'm stuck in the process of thinking up a job. a job wich ican do and woould not bore me with good pay and everything(sounds pretty ideal). but ideal is never possible. haha. like ideally i would like to have all the money in the world. sunny days when i feel like it. rainy ones when i feel unlike sunny days. and everything would go my way. ideally.
haha. i just reread reader's digest. yes its the copy we got from the mcdelivery in malaysia(i've no idea why its in my bag but it is and i read it). theres one place where they teach you how to make decisions. they say its easier to make a choice when you don't look for the ideal situation(quite duh huh) and you're a satisficer. hmm. maybe i should learn from that in order to get me a job. haha. maybe.
hmm well enough of my life as a slacker who does not have a job.
i find it quite weird looking at all those students wearing those uniforms and thinking. i won't need to wear what they wear and go where they go anymore. no more school as in school with a class. hmm. the grass is greener on the other side. i guess it applies to school as well. when i first got into school. well the grass was pretty green. i found lotsa friends and had fun. then came the homework. exams. and all the stuff we hate schooling for. then i started to see that the grass i was on wasn't that green after all. i started to wonder if the grass on the other side was greener. and the more problems i got from the nonsense, the more the green faded. and the greener the grass on the other side got.
then i slowly neared the end of my schooling days. the grass suddenly seemed to get greener under my feet. and that on the other side didn't seem so appealing after all. eventually i got to the other side. and the grass back where i was seems greener than ever before.
haha.
i think i talk like a cow. so much green grass.
but yeah. its funny how we don't think much of stuff until they're about to come to and end. man. we're one bunch of weird people. or maybe i'm just one bunch of weird. haha.
hm. people are going into the army but i'm not(yet). how i wished i was going in. but like they tell me. when it gets nearer. i would be wishing that i wasn't going in so soon. we'll see. but i've a strong feeling they'll be proven absolutely right.
till next time.


ticktick # 8:45 PM