two7zero3

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

hey. its posting time again.
everyone is chionging ard trying to fil up scholarship forms.
applying for this scholarship. and that scholarship.
for me. it isn't that complicated. i'm free from the need to constantly brainstorm about essays for a scholarship. well. mainly cause i'm not eligible for any. haha.
at least i won't stand a chance of getting them if i tried for them.
so i was thinking.
which course should i take in uni.(obviously because i have not applied for any course yet)
yes i know. i've been thinking about it for awhile. well. i thought that some thought had to be put into this. seeing that(according to my mum) my future lies in my decision. haha.
so i thought about what i wanted to be. how i wanted to live my life.
then i realized.
unlike many other people. i don't exactly have a dream. to be earning big bucks. to be some ceo somewhere. to be the best in something they do. i don't have aims and goals. like earning how much by when.

its like the glitz and glamour of the rich and famous. you see it.it draws everyones attention. i mean of course everyone will look up to the CEO of some huge corporation, the richest man in the world or some high achiever out there.

a nobody. not earning much. maybe running a small business. even working on a farm. live life slowly. away from the fast paced life of the city. enjoy the little things in life. he won't get to live in a huge mansion. but it'll be cosy. he won't get to have branded stuff around him. but something simple would work just as well. he won't get to drive a luxurious car. but walking may be enough. and a car might just go too fast for you to see many things.

the first kind of life. you'll fall in love with it immediately.
the second. will slowly fill up your heart bit by bit. without you even knowing it.

i think the second sort of life will suit me better. a born slacker can't keep up with too fast a pace of life. haha.
yup. well.
i actually think that my dream is to be a nobody.
funny huh.
haha.
maybe one day i'll become the nobody i want to be.


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