let me tell you a secret. if you stare at a bag of ice long enough. you'll generate enough heat to melt it. go ahead and try it if you don't believe me. well. that aside. typing away here again. on yet another occasion. is it? or is it not. maybe things weren't meant to be that way. maybe they were. who's to say what's to happen. if it all ends before it begins. then whats there to everything. would anything matter anymore. or would i fall before nothing. fall into nothing. fall and become nothing. so maybe i'll take the chance. to make something out of nothing. and hopefully if it all comes down to nothing. i would already have found a little something. thats all there is to it isn't there.