two7zero3

Thursday, June 02, 2011

today the sky went crazy.
at first it looked like just a drizzle from within the train.
but when thunder started rattling the glass panes at the library.
it wasn't funny anymore.
HAHAHA. okay in retrospect it was.
(oh c'mon. rattling glass panes! thats like right out of some horror book.)
epic storm(well at least by singapore proportions)
which i believe the sky has been saving up for the past few days.
it recently(at least from what i've observed) has a habit of doing this.
going SO HOT for like super long.
and letting it all out at once.
its like saving it up.
for one big one. lol.
well okay that aside(yes epic storm. that is ALL the space you're gonna get. i'm sorry. but you were just that epic. not THAT epic. okay maybe you've managed to squeeze out a few more lines. but yeah. thats it.)
today was a pretty boring day. other than the fact that i talked about so many different things and now have so many different thoughts it's half crazy. yes only half. the other is still sane, discerning and making all the less important decisions.
well. it pretty much always starts with a simple hi. and then it goes on and on and on. haha. which is pretty cool. its like it evolves as it grows. twisting past this and speeding past that. each line unraveling yet another story. yet another decision. yet another question. and every line holding some meaning to one or the other. each discussion seamlessly flowing into the next. punctuated here and there by breaks. things to do.
some of the things i already knew about. but its just the power of another voice to put those lessons in BOLD. a reminder of what i have learned. and to actually learn from the lesson. not just know the lesson. to see what is actually important. and what is not.
how acceptance is a necessary first step for change to actually happen, how it should actually work both ways. and how. maybe. love will come along to show you that change is overrated(sometimes).
love being a commitment and not a feeling.
how being imperfect is the thing that we excel in. its like how all of us only have one wing. and to take flight, we need to learn to complement each other.
yes today i got into this incessantly moving box.
along the way i met perception. and friendship. laughter. love. and maybe a little of someone's best friend. a little of someone else? and perhaps myself.
and for that i'm thankful.

for now i'm getting off.
but i'll be back soon.
for the maple leaf books are still in progress.
and there's still many pages to fill.

(is it vague? haha then again you already know everything. and this is just vague to everyone else. lol.)


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